Hi.
*Clears throat*
I would like to take this opportunity to thank my two "great" uncles for showing me what great sons you are. Guess your presence is merely a slide show. You should be fucking ashamed of yourselves for leaving your two younger sisters to take care of your parents and they have been the one taking good care of them from the start. If you don't wanna give a hand, that's fine. At least show some financial support, BITCHES! How would you expect my mom who has a kid to raise to balance her time when all you expect is for her to be there 24/7?! Then who's gonna take care of her family? YOUR UNCLE?!? Your youngest sibling have been kind enough to sacrifice her time and take care of YOUR MOM AND DAD for the past few years while you were missing. FOR FUCK'S SAKE, GROW SOME BRAINS AND STOP HIDING UNDER YOUR WIVES' SKIRTS!! GOD!! Don't blame me if I disrespect you in public, cause you NEVER EARNED IT, CUNTS!! I see you out there I'mma bitch slap you till you don't even remember who your Momma is!! Stomp on your legs cause they're useless to begin with! Break your hands since you don't know how to use them!! Teabag your faces till my balls go shiny!! Why should I even regard you as a part of MY FAMILY, MOTHERFUCKERS!!
Thank you.
Love,
Jed
The 20-year-old-boy
PS: To my mom and aunt, I love you. My full respect goes to you ladies.
22.3.11
A post to the cunts
11.2.11
School = Over.
After 6 semesters, I'm finally done with poly life. One more week for UT3 and it's adios for me. I dunno whether to be happy, sad or whatever. Kinda like mixed feelings when you're graduating. Gonna miss some of the guys though.
Gonna start working till Mr. National Service comes knocking at my door. Hopefully by then I'll have some savings for myself. NAPFA? Forget it, I prefer to go in 2 months earlier. It's also kinda like mixed feelings when you're going NS very soon. Gonna miss my teenage life though.
My relationship's kinda like mixed feelings too. I'm happy, sad, confused and whatever. I dunno, all the time we're building the walls around us, making this chemistry stronger. Telling and assuring each other "nothing can break us apart". But just one fly comes by and touch these walls a little bit, the whole building just collapse? Come on, dear. What's the problem? You say I keep doing this? I beg to differ. I know you're hurt and I try to fix it but it's like a breeze for you to suddenly turn to a widow, ain't it? How easy it is, till when this is gonna keep up, what are you hinting to me are just some of the questions that happens to pop out. I don't understand it, when having "heart-to-heart" talks all problems can be solved easily and the world remains beautiful. But when shit just happens the whole world just crumbles in between me and you?
You know I love you. You told me I've assured you. Period. It's been years now, why are we still like tissue? Easily broken, easily stained? So can I assume that all those messages are just words typed down just to make me feel good? And all those promises are as empty as what I thought they would be? What's your agenda here? I'm pretty lost from the beginning.
Humans.
Love-d,
Jed
16.11.10
VIBES 2010 ~ !!!
After weeks of preparation, the night finally came. Vibes was a blast and it couldn't have happened if not for the committee members and everyone in EMP. Thank you for the opportunity and look forward for my next one aite!
Till then.. Chiaoz~
Loves,
JeD