Sometimes, I just wish my alter ego would just break loose.
Was having Sound Design module today so was kinda busy till about 2pm. Finished my work and decided to look around the class and grab a quick toilet break. Got back and sat at the seat next to mine as mine's taken at that moment. Something happenned so fast it took me about 30mins till reality slapped me back to my senses. One minute my laptop was fine. Then suddenly something flew and my screen just got a crack. I couldn't believe my eyes at first, hoping it was just my wild imagination. Till I looked at it the 10th time, its confirmed, my laptop screen broke. FUCK!!!!!
So now I'm 1/8 blinded on the screen. Totally can't see the bottom right screen. Sighs.
First thing that came to my mind - "How the fuck do i fix this?!?!?!!?!"
3/4 inside me wanted to just react and throw the macbook in front of me into the air and step on it just to let the others get a pinch of what I'm feeling that very moment. I wouldn't feel this way if my family is fucking rich or we grow bills at the backyard. I wouldn't mind if my laptop broke if I have the freaking cash to buy a new one. The fucking problem is that life's not been very nice to me and problems that involves money just have to come all at once. I already planned to enrol once I get my pay. Why must this happen?!? Is it my fault?!? My fault?!?
There goes my hopes of getting a bike early next year. I usually like to see things both ways : positive and negative. But what is fucking positive in this situation?!?
